Its Me and Its Me

I am wondering few months from now. What has life enstore for me?

A DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY

I never thought of something that would make my birthday such a mess. All I want is happiness and somewhat memorable but life is sometimes so playfull and unfair. If I could say that I just want to be left alone. How inconsiderate the day. Haven’t I’ve done much?..I am just human enough to be left behind. I feel so deeply left in one corner.What day has done for me would definitely make a unforgetable history. I just can’t imagine why such instances happening? I admit I have a hardtime coping. I am in the midst of nowhere, I am so deserted. I don’t think I deserved such pain in me. I feel so down after all these years with all the achievements, success,rewards still I am not complete. Sometimes life is so unfair, I am just showing who am I, and what I am.I want  to live as what life wants me to be.I never had the chance to use my pride and prejudice. Some says it builds up a strong feeling as well as getting them to take a bow. I don’t need to anyone to stoopdown in me.. I just want to be Happy.Why I just can’t get it.Hours from now would be my day but If I had only the chance to skip the date I was born then I would have done it ahead. Why am I having a very slim chance of being happy? I have done nothing to ruin myself in the end. I even give all the time As much as I could.Please life, let me feel what is happy by not been pinned down by the last whom I feel can shed light in my life. Thank you and I DONT LIKE BIRTHDAYS! BIRTHDAY SUCKS!!

ERAP PARA SA MAHIRAP!

Let it Snow! Let it Snow!

CHICAGO 2000

MY 1st SONY CD PLAYER (collectors item)

If GOD is with us, who can be against us?

Almost all will be against on you. Everyone is bounded to be misunderstood.. Even God has been misundestood by HIs tormentors that lead Him to be nailed on th cross for us.

COMMON TREND WITH STUDENTS

Here we go again, final examination has just ended and grades will soon be release to find out who will proceed to the next level. STRESS levels shooting ups! and prayers this time are much longer than before. Promises are uttered that ‘ I will study more and more if I pass this semester”.. ows? proved it!! What did you do for the last five months to keep yourself alive? you should have started  to developed more and more positive attitude towards your studies,.  Good luck to all pass or failed! it’s common during finals.

Why now?

The latest news in Philippine television even in the papers made me to do some mixed reactions. It’s all about the late registrations for citizens who want to vote on the 2010 big election day. Mixed in as a sense that what seems to be the worst that is going on. For several months to a year the Comelec is accepting registrations why some of them troop just now when only few hours are given to comply with the registration…On the part of the comelec you lack time to inform and encourage the people to register,,the commercial add on a certain laundry soap makes more information than that of your registration campaign.

WALK WITH ME

3 y.o. shoes

It’s been awhile , I was still looking for something that me either had a chance to find out what it is. I walk on the streets, looking for a chance to get into something which can paid me to survive as well as the people in the house till next half of the month. The world is fast changing and it trim down the chances of having a career to get into.I walked several blocks in a day for five days, four weeks and twelve months but it seems like I am jus too aware of the days but never got a chance to find a living. Life can be so threatening when you want to aim for something, your fourteen years in the institution will not assure you to go on with what you want to be, it is not a guarantee to become one and fulfill your dreams. If I will be given a chance to go back 20 years then for about five minutes, it will make a big difference of what I am right now. I am now struggling to face what is coming to me as it takes. My years of being me is getting much faster to reach the time supposed to be of what I want to be. It would be a race of time against the life I am after for.. The world is not as wide as it is for the work I need. There were so many factors to consider nowadays, yourself, economy,climate change,leaders,struggles,inflation,peace and order, technology and even health and social issues.As I woke up everyday to look again into what is really in store for me?I change my clothes out and under but  the shoes I am wearing walks with me everyday for years now. If  my shoes could only utter; he is the only witness for the hardships I take, rain or shine from dusk till dawn, up and down the streets doing his job of cuddling my aching feet for the day.He never complaint for any directions I made just to get into what I want to.Please have more patience and WALK WITH ME.